Winter break is approaching, and all I can think about is finals. The majority of Stevens students seem to have an endless list of tests to prepare for, papers to write, and projects to complete. It seems like the holiday countdown is actually just a reminder that we barely have enough hours in the day to complete our assignments.
I imagine winter break to be a magical time with no assignments dangling over my head. In reality, I will still have some tasks on my to-do list, like creating a resume, cleaning out my email’s inbox, and finishing last-minute Christmas shopping. However, all of these things are still significantly better than the somewhat repetitive homework assignments that are seemingly assigned as often as possible. As you can tell, I am ready for a break — physically, mentally, and emotionally.
Although things might not actually be as bad as they feel, it is easy to understand where the sudden spike of stress is coming from. The cold weather brings seasonal affective disorder, the effects of which can be found on just about every bulletin board in Davis Hall. Unfortunately, being educated on the topic does not dilute its symptoms. Even for those not affected by this disorder, the harsh wind and frigid temperatures can still be upsetting. I miss mindlessly walking across campus while calling my parents and spending late nights sitting at picnic tables finishing up last minute homework. Can you tell I’m not winter’s biggest fan?
Of course, as these thoughts are flowing onto the paper, I realize how incredibly sad this all sounds. If you were having a good day before, you are guaranteed to not be anymore once you are done reading this column. Just kidding! Gentle snowfalls, cozy sweaters, and hot chocolate mostly compensate for the cold weather, and these are the things I need to focus on when thinking about the present.
I am working on embracing the winter and using indoor time more wisely. Reading, watching movies, and listening to podcasts are things that seem appealing but always get pushed aside during the summer because I would rather be outside taking in the warm sun. Now is the time to take advantage of being inside and do these things.
It’s amazing how procrastination allows me to put off doing most assignments until the last minute and then cram them all in as quickly as possible, but my brain would never allow me to use that extra time spent procrastinating to relax and watch a movie. If I’m not going to be doing work, I might as well enjoy the latest film and some popcorn! In all seriousness, procrastination is something I will be working on reducing before next semester begins. Usually this is the part of the column where I would include some advice or tips that I have found helpful, but I am the last person who should give guidance since I still haven’t fixed my own bad habit of waiting until the last minute.
I hope you do not spend too much time stressing about assignments, find ways to appreciate the cold weather, and watch some movies. If you find the secret to not procrastinating, please let me know!
Mind of a Freshman is an Opinion column written by one or two first-year Stevens students to discuss life experiences during their time at Stevens, and other related subject matter.
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